Wednesday, March 20, 2013

Our daily life

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Our daily life intoduces us to varying  kind of folks. Some like us and to some we like. But,sometimes, We feel over excited to be with somebody sounding really likeminded..He pretends to be  decent  and he sometime succeeds in gaining our attention.He applies all the things that help him to prove that he’s  a nice lad with the complete know-how of  etiquette.

Soon he finds he has successfully succeeded in attracting  our attention. He pretends to be agreeing on most of our idiotic ideas.When we make a joke ,he is the first one to laugh , no matter, everybody laughs at us and him too. But we feel, at least  somebody of our similar foresightedness and  sharp wits is there to accept our opinion.We feel ,yes this is the man who understands us exactly.

Soon we also start giving affirmations on his strange views as a gesture of thanks for supporting us at our turn.We soon are in the process  of giving support to each others ideas even if we,ouselves, hardly understand their logic.

Though we both are treated to be jokers for introducing comic views in that gathering but backed by each other’s support we feel right on track.All this provokes us to shake hands with this buddy in a firm manner and we plan to meet him again and again. After all , we have found a person who understands us .
must attract him to spend a little more time in our nice sounding company.We start spending more and more time, initally,in knowing or rather listening wth deep interest what is his life style.day by day the  time goes on fine with him comfortably with him.

Streching  our eagerness more or more like a rubber we keep on enjoying his asociations . so we strt expressing  our feelings and  he gets the ‘Pass’ to enter our personal zone. The time keeps on moving with its usual pacebut,we don’t feel it. May be we get illusioned that this happy time is everlasting. 

After sometime we have given away ‘all rights reserved’ to the uninterrutted entry of somebody who has entered in our life as just a stranger met in a train. But we don’t questin his entries , probably, because we have made ourselves habitual of sharing our each emotin with him.

Soon, he is our closest buddy but we assume him taking as our best  friend . And,may be that’s why we do fear of reaching someday  to an end . We let him feel us as his ownseld  and boas of finding as confiding  a person as him. And, a day comes when we feel the nudgings of his behaviour. But, we continue not taking them into our sensitive mind. 

This innocence and carelessness of ua gies him a hold on our unmindful mind. Our this attitude let him take us for granted and we get more close to frequent nudgings of harsh words.
We still pretend not to even think of them because we prefer valuing the sacred principal of not getting rationl about frends.

 Resultnt whci, the situation gets worse perhaps becase we don’t with to darken the smudged line of ‘Limits;. So , one day, the decisive day arrive whn we really realize th neccesity and urgeny of re=dreawing  th line of one’s tresspassing limits.

We , somehow, alarm him but our humble seems to have fallen on deaf ears. We feel more irritated. For, our problem is not understood and our complaints are just ignored . All this encourages our mind set to take a big tough decision. We still try to avoid these emerging harsh thoughts but our’Friend ‘ don’t bother of it in anyway.He just continues to  get mor vulgar and uncaring toards our sensitve emotions of  basic humanly respect. And, some day , when he really crosses the las limit then our latent urge of protecting our self esteem emerges upfront. 

Resultant which , we  stretch our one leg behind and just kick him off. This way, he shouckingly comes to know about how it feels to realize ‘fuck off’

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